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today so sianz...korkor scalded his fingeR...he oways say i beri careless but in the end he oso beri careless... hahAx..i even stepped on sum broken test tubes at the stairs there...yucks luckily my shoes thick or else i wood haf died.

budden korkor was quite fierce in the lab when tokin to me...maybe i tink too much but he dun usually tok lidat to me, and even others. he toks to others lyk buddies but toks to me lyk i haf offended him sumhow? how depressing... in choir today i was beri sadx oredi... den selina asked me abt him again...haix, and as expected, i cried again....the pple couldn't do anything to me coz the more they cum n tok to me the more i cry...so they had to leave me alone...lolx......... but i was really sadx. i'm waiting for sum1 to save me man.

later after choir i went back class...there were yongsen and dennis inside..after they left, it was left wif me n him...how awkward. i was looking out of the window and saw tt papa came...so i took my bag and said byebye... and as expected, i was still crying then. dunno if he sensed it or not, but i remembered he said byebye softly and i saw frm the corner of my eye he turned ard n look at me. i was sniffing at tt time. maybe i tink too much, wan his attention too much tt i anyhow tink he look at me...lolx.. i oso went up to the 4th floor our previous locker there...u can spot the heart shape wif initials tt we carved wif mdm tan's pointer which we picked up...at the locker corner and below the ledge there...( u can go n find if u wan) hahaha...but dun tell the teachers kk?? hahax... but it was so saddening...all the memories juz came back and i couldn't stop crying again. next time maybe after i graduate and cum back to sch...i will go n find tt carving again... hope it'll still be there coz we had carved out our love n left it there forever......

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